Absurd

This one was written over a very long time...one para at some time n one at some other...drams u see...so it mite be abrupt but nevertheless felt like sharing it :)

Jo raste chalte chalte kahin kho gaye hain,

Unhi raahon ka main musaafir hoon.

Pata nahi kahaan jaa raha hoon,

Kya karoon fitrat hi kaafir hai.

Jis ore se hawa chalti hai,

Us ore ko rukh karta hoon,

Jidhar wo le chalti hai,

Usi disha me mudta hoon.

Parvat par paani ki tarah behta hoon,

Har chataan par ek nayi chot sehta hoon,

Par chup-chaap behta jaata hoon,

Majboor hoon yeh kehta jaata hoon.

Isi majboori ko dhaal bana, is bheed me chalta hoon,

Sehma hoon lekin nidar hone ka dhong karta hoon,

Bheed me chalte chalte aur b sehme chehre paata hun,

Ek pal yaad karta hoon,dooje pal bhool jaata hun.

Har chehre ki apni ek kahaani hai,

Meri hi tarah har ek ka jeevan paani hai.

Is duniya se nahi, kuch khud se khafa hun,

Ghup andhere me bhi, aankh moond kar chala hoon.

Sochta tha kuch rukunga, tehrunga, har tehraav ko samjhunga,

Phir ek soch bana, kuch nirnay le, apne safar par niklunga.

Par ab nirarthak behta jaa raha hun,

Majboor hun yeh kehta jaa raha hun,

Roz ek nayi chot sehta jaa raha hun.....